Daddy's Dream

I woke the next morning in a foggy haze as if the dreams and nightmares from the night before were real, and I was unsure if I was still dreaming or not. Even at 18 years old, I woke afraid some nights still that monsters were in my closet. It wasn't until I went to sit up from bed that I felt the soreness in vagina and the tongued the bruising on the roof of my mouth and reality set in. They aren't dreams. They aren't nightmares. I really did fuck my Daddy last night, I thou

The bedroom light flicked on and off. "Honey, time for bed," Father's voice called, but I didn't react. "Honey?" There was a sliver of 'me' conscious. It was buried beneath the hours of sexual hypnosis I had just subjected myself to at my boyfriend's behest. Being only 18 years old and my boyfriend several years older and sexually wiser than I, he told me these videos he sent me would 'catch me up' sexually with him. They were strange at first, but once I got the hang of zoni

Fuck me. People say that when life is getting them down. Something bad happens: "Fuck...me!" If you think about it, why are you saying that you want someone to have sex with you when things turn to shit? I'm thinking about this because that's what happened. Life took a turn for the worse, and then... -- Months ago... At 18 years old you think you can take on the world; that you're immortal. Usually something happens that, in no uncertain terms, tells you that you're wrong. A