Daddy's Dream

The bedroom light flicked on and off. "Honey, time for bed," Father's voice called, but I didn't react. "Honey?" There was a sliver of 'me' conscious. It was buried beneath the hours of sexual hypnosis I had just subjected myself to at my boyfriend's behest. Being only 18 years old and my boyfriend several years older and sexually wiser than I, he told me these videos he sent me would 'catch me up' sexually with him. They were strange at first, but once I got the hang of zoni

Fuck me. People say that when life is getting them down. Something bad happens: "Fuck...me!" If you think about it, why are you saying that you want someone to have sex with you when things turn to shit? I'm thinking about this because that's what happened. Life took a turn for the worse, and then... -- Months ago... At 18 years old you think you can take on the world; that you're immortal. Usually something happens that, in no uncertain terms, tells you that you're wrong. A

After Thanksgiving dinner, I lay stuffed, out on the couch, hoping to ease off the heavy meal. My father sat at the end of the sofa, so I propped my feet in his lap. He watched the news and I sighed as he began lightly massaging my toes. I've been having this really sexual interest in my dad. It started last year when a talk show was blaring on the TV. My parents and I sat in separate locations across the den. On cable, Oprah was talking to a couple that was having troubles w